We're so sorry you're feeling that way. This is a normal part of change. We encourage you to take a step back and ground yourself with insight into how far you've come. Finding this program and purchasing it is already a step forward! You are making progress, you are honoring your body in ways you might not have before, and this is slowly becoming part of your daily routine. Have patience, try to see the light at the end of the tunnel because it's there and it's attainable!